Blow off .

When did i get such self control?
How could i blow you off like that?
What was i thinking about?

I grew up being the one who should do everything right.
The expectations were and still are very high.
I gave my best
You stole the rest.
Today you were mine
But i wasn't yours.
You tried to touch
And i couldn't apply.
The respect I have is too much
For an ocasion like that
But i couldn't let myself
Enjoy and forget my back.

The next time it won't be like this
You will be there and i will be too.
Just don't forget to invite me
'Cause i am here for you.

You deserve more. You deserve respect .